I don't know where to begin, and I must go to sleep, but I'll start by saying I had an L.A. Day. Yes, there are two kinds. This day was not the good kind. Chasing my dream is by far the most soul crushing journey I have ever embarked on. And now that I have other responsibilities, it really makes me question whether or not its worth it. Just the quest for success, success-not fucking stardom, seems to have taken away parts of my soul that I thought were inaccessible to anyone else but me. Those are two VERY different things success and stardom. I understand life is not fair, that is clear. Even if its not fair, the Sun shines on a dogs ass every once in a while. Im hoping tomorrow I'm a dog and there's not a cloud in the sky. I have a meeting tomorrow with a Manager that was made possible by a referral through my Agent. For that, I am very grateful. I'll keep you posted. It's at 2:30 PST, so cross your fingers for me.
2 comments:
Fingers are crossed for you always, John... But, you already made it... and you know it. Just loot at Helen and that beautiful baby boy... Yep, you made it... bigger and better than ever. Love you much!
look... not loot... geez
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